life of a loony.

august

Filed under: friluftsliv, life, musings, school, seasons, writing — lindsey 08-25-08 @ 09.14

Hi, everyone. i haven’t gotten around to blogging much these last couple days. Nor taking pictures. But we are in our new place, and I’m thrilled to say that we are sharing it three days of the week with one of my best friends. Living with Janelle and Adam: it’s like a dream come true. Our things are slowly finding their way out of boxes onto the shelves. Plants are being put in the windows. Futons are being assembled. Lamps are being plugged in.

I don’t know why I never liked August. It’s such a bountiful time of year. I feel nourished by the good books around me and the presence of friends. I feel nourished by the late-summer vegetables, early autumn apples, and the birds outside my window nibbling at a tree’s hard fruits.

Coffee-shop customers have been asking if I’m taking classes this fall. I usually tell them that I’m done with school, for now. I know they probably assume that I graduated, but I don’t really feel deceptive. I really feel like I finished school. I didn’t go for a degree or security or a job. I went to throw myself in the academic world, to bury myself in books and soak up knowledge like there was no tomorrow. And I did that. And I loved that. But now, I want to do something else. I want to see live from the smaller corners, from the chalk-covered overgrown sidewalks of my neighborhood, rather than the fine steps of the university.
In this sun-soaked month, I am learning to recognize a lot of things in myself. Since I was little, there were only two things that I have ever really wanted to do: write and travel. I think it’s time to enjoy that about myself, rather than suppressing and then binging on it. I can’t share what I’ve been given very well without welcoming it.

So, happy August, dear readers. Feel free to share things you’ve been recognizing in yourself or even just whether or not you like August. You know I love to hear from you.

2 Comments »

  1. I’ve learned (and have been and still am learning) that there are more levels to my emotions that I’ve been aware of. I’m sure there was once a time when I was fully aware of the different facets and layers of my heart, but those times feel much like airy clouds, distant and amorphous. I must admit that while there is something beautiful about the distance, I’ve been dreaming more and more about the wonders of chasing after those wisps and curls. It doesn’t always feel very good: the seemingly soft, fluffy forms often bite my hands with ice and cold. So unexpected, but not really.

    Comment by Bri D — 08-27-08 @ 11.19

  2. I’m creating nooks in honor of August! Well, not really, but this time of year always inspires me.

    Comment by keely steger — 08-27-08 @ 12.28

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